I write this knowing that my thoughts those ive pondered , examined theorized are very capable of being flawed.
But please follow me down the Rabbit Trail a bit.
Humanity is losing itself , were forgetting whats truly important. Life and Love should rule out , And to live life you cross paths of all the sheep in this world , there fake , they lie , deceive, they abuse , they harm.... We as people need to take off those mask , return to what is purist.
Instead of Harm , Help
Instead of Lie , be truthful
Instead of being Deceptive , Show compassion.
Were losing ourselfs the more we continue to Overlook Good qualities in Humanity and Pursue Negative Qualities. Not only do we hurt ourselfs , we hurt others. Who become jaded when bombarded by the Negative , Fake humans out there. Those that are Jaded become One of those Negative Fake Humans.
And its a Vicious Circle !!
We have Forgotten how to Love , Truly Love !
Husbands abuse , harm , cheat , lie and deceive Wives
Wives abuse , harm , cheat , lie and deceive Husbands
I Remember not to long ago , for me im talking back in the late 70's Life was better. This world was not rampant with those wearing mask.
I Remember watching movies with my grandmother , of a time before i was born , the 40's and 50's and it was far far better than it was in the 70's.
if you really think about it , the biggest differences is how we interact with one another as Humans.
Its might be to late to reverse the direction Humanity is headed.
But maybe , just maybe its not to late to change a few , to reach out for those listening to Return to a wholesome state , doing Good for oneself and another.
Maybe ill meet some real Humans , one's that show compassion , Love , treat others how they wish to be treated.
Maybe just as from the 40's till now, how each person whom was jaded by the last person , slowly polluted humanity , like some kind of butterfly affect .... till we ended up where we are now , and getting worse ... Where its Rare , hell ultra Rare to find a Good Human Being anymore.
Maybe one person at a time, that same butterfly affect can happen , maybe 50 years from now , it can be the reverse !!! maybe it will be Ultra Rare to find a Bad Human ??
Now im not a professional writer as the above clearly shows.
Im merely a Good Human , hoping to some how run into Other Good Humans !!
Note: the words Fake , or references to wearing a mask .. all refer to those humans that pretend to be something there not , tough guy , tough girl , stud , slut , holy roller , philosopher whatever there pretending to be. There really not hard to recognize , they follow trends, do the cool things, own the SUV's because there neighbors , family or friends have them and its the IN thing to do , or they own sports cars and put noisy mufflers on them , or they dress like those you see on TV , hell they even act like those they watch on there favorite TV show. Those are but a few ways to spot them.
Just a Short rant about what ive noticed so far about this site , well i should say the people visiting utilizing this site and how it makes me feel after the realization....
A lot of the people on this site are seriously fucked up in the head , i thought i had some issues but man there are so many worse off than me.
I Came on this site to blog anonymously and get advice on the things that i feel i need help on ... i think i have a relatively short list ... lets see
I see so many hurting souls on here and it makes me feel uncomfortable not because im weird'ed out , but because its in my nature to want to help, or want to try and help. i should say i feel Overwhelmed that would be a correct way to express what im noticing.
I Both need and Wish to Give ... Advice , Help , Comfort , Friendship ....
Im not sure if its natural evolution or if im in a rut. How i normally spend my free time is playing one of many video or table top games and i find myself un amused , bored so instead i find myself doing pretty much nothing on my days off.
i should add that most of my friends and family are either working a lot and/or in a relationship , so hang outs, BBQ's etc.. seem to never comply with others schedules.
i Currently work as a Over The Road truck driver , and have very little home time / free time. Ive been a Truck Driver ever since i left the US Army , main reason there was no civilian related occupation to what i did in the service.
its been a Good source of job stability , and Income. Its just a very very lonely existence. I keep wanting to find that Local Truck driving job that would allow me some form of a structured work schedule / days off so i could do things that ive been wanting to do for a long long time.
Id love to Learn to surf and go surfing on weekends , i want to get back into Hiking / Light mountain climbing , id enjoy getting back into the Gym and getting in great shape again. Id also like to join a MMA gym , not for fighting but for the cardio / the broad spectrum of combat knowledge , and what it does for your confidence.
i really wish i could Find a Great Woman who understands me , knows how to be independent yet not distant from a close relationship , not controlling , very affectionate and loving.
I often joke that the type of woman im looking for is so rare that its like the mythical unicorn , it just doesn't exist ... God i hope im wrong , i hope to find her and have many years of enjoying life together , vacations etc..
Previous PostsThe state of Humanity, posted January 11th, 2013
Experience Project, posted December 7th, 2012
Ramblings of a Man, posted December 7th, 2012
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